becoming infinite

always learning. always growing. always lifting heavy things.

new endings to an old beginning

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I found this great quote yesterday…Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.

One of the most frustrating things about recovery for me is that, no matter how long I’ve been chugging along this road, I always find myself circling back to being sick.  I fight like the devil to get myself healthy and strong and vibrant and alive again, and then I let my guard down or something comes up and my focus shifts, and all of a sudden I take a good look around and realize that, holy shit, just like that I’m in the red zone all over again.

I’m back at that familiar beginning, for what seems like the millionth time.  My body’s tired, my mind is tired.  And I want desperately to find, with this beginning, a new ending.

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Author: jenn

impossible to define; indefinitely impossible. maybe i'll add more here later.

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